BE STRONG AND BE LOVED

Never say quit!That's not the answer for a cause. Instead smile and fight back. Remember you are not here in this world to live a life of glory and fortune. God does not send you here for nothing. But for a purpose.

Strive more of your life. Gain more chances of taking lots of possibilities and smile at your world. Nothing is more meaningful than showing a happy life despite the trials you encountered.

Smile back to the world of pain and surprises. People will say you're strong. Then be it!

Love yourself. because in the end it is still you who'll face the consequences.

The chocolate girl

This is one of the nicest scenery I can ever imagine. I took this shot few days ago. I find it cute and lovely.

My child innocence overflow while eating her favorite hershey kisses chocolate. Her eyes speaks more of asking again and again.

This is really funny. How I wish when she grows old and understand everything she will see all these things.

All I desire was my little girl happiness. I just want to be the kind of mom that would provide everything she needs.
She is my strength and glory. Although messy but it looks yummy. This is one of the things that mom should know. Our child's innocence vanish all the hard struggles and pains. They eases the saddest memories and cures the lonely times.

I am a woman,a wife and a mother

It is far beyond my imagination to have a life of what I am experiencing now. This is a mystery in the sense that I was really dreaming of a life in a bed of roses when I was younger. I therefore say that its not easy to survive when you're in the right age to face your own battle for survival.

We can never say what lies ahead of us. When I was young and in love, I think happiness is just a click of a hand. I decided to settle down without really thinking of the consequences for the next years to come. For that time all I think was I am happy and in love. And for that reason I believe that our love will conquer all the hindrance of living together. And I got married in the wrong time.

I worked hard for the small family we build with my husband. We take all the gamble of luck. We tried to venture into a lot of things that promises so much returns. But unluckily we never survive for the chances we take. It is so painful to think of the time and resources that was wasted for a wrong investment. But we never give up.

We lift everything to Him and tried to fixed all the chances that we forgot to consider that there is somebody who knows well whats best for us. I am still happy seeing us survive after all the struggles we had. Our quest for a better tomorrow was not yet over.

We decided to take a separate lives even if we know that this will allow evil to work along the way. We had God and our trust to each other never vanished even in our darkest days of the relationship.

It is not easy to see my family apart from each other. The pain of seeing my child growing without a father is killing my emotions and turning my heart into pieces. But I don't have a choice but to be a father and a mother at the same time.

The apart of my family is for our own good. This is just the beginning of our battle for survival. Along the way I know that there would be thousands of bombs that would trigger the knot that tied our of love and wisdom.

I don't know whats next with the ventures we take. I was just praying that all goes well. I therefore conclude that it is not easy to be woman.

In my life today I cannot show the wicked part of my emotions. As a woman I should reflect a strong and aggressive personality and yet deep inside me I was shouting for comfort and care. As a wife I have to be strong to say I missed my husband.But I never gave a room of lonesome because I know were both feeling the same thing. The talks and calls that we had on the phone create a bond and eases the pain and miseries. As a mother I have to be strong for my kids. I gave them the time and chance of being happy. I showed then the world of luxuries even in our downside moments.

My description of world of luxuries doesn't only mean the financial things. Because for me the love and comfort is already a luxuries of having a mother and a friend. Just like my mom I always gave off myself to them.

This is really whats make the essence of a woman. We have the whole of everything. We have to be flexible in all times and be as strong as we can be.

After all these years I am very happy because in spite of the hardships we were still surviving and fighting for our next battle.

The sunglass

What's with this sunglass? He pose funny and cute.

Its a perfect pose to ease all pains. To vanish all the hurts and to forget all agonies. I never thought of a lovely creation would come in my life and smile my world through bad times and good times.

The pain of a long distance family is killing me but the kids made me stronger to the depth of my strength. They unshelled me from darkness of failure and disgust. They gave me tomorrow and greener morning to move on. There smiles remind me to strive hard and take life calmly. Although there are really times that the feeling of giving up would pop-up. But God is always good. He gave me chance to know Him better. My bible study help me gain more strength and courage to move on. It inspires me to combat the works of evil and to surpass all the trial that would come along my way.

My happiness to yours

This was the first smile I ever saw with my princess aaliyah. I never thought until this time that she already knew whats about camera and the shots.

I was really happy to know that a lovely smile was captured on an early morning after her bathe. I was a little haggard. This is really taken as early as 6.30am!

She's turning 9mos. and I can't wait to see what is new with her everyday.

She knows how to execute the Close-open already. She learn so fast. I feel blessed and thankful for Gods chosen gifts for me.

There are times that were really down but all we never quit to our life call. The kids make us survive. They were our strength.

They brighten our life and made it colorful.

The stroller

Nothings more joyful than watching your child growing fast. Its just a little while when I got pregnant but now my little aaliyah is growing fast. Thanks to our old stroller of my eldest son. In a little way it help me on carrying her, as you can see she's a healthy baby.

I never thought life would go fast for us. It seems that it only take yesterday when I stroll my eldest child on the park with this stroller. But now its no longer my son but my little angel.

She's a funny child. She loves to stroll in the lovely afternoon. People on our place loves to see her smile. She was blessed with a lovely smile.

The stroller really help us. It took us one agony of carrying a little bit heavy creation. Anyway its a carrier brand. Really durable and long lasting.

Thanks for the help of my stroller. With this I was able to stroll my little princess on the malls and anywhere I want to go without any burden.

CHRISTMAS BALLS

Christmas balls were my sons favorites. he love to play with it. That is why if you go to our house our Christmas tree is empty with Christmas balls. he treat it like balls. Throw it out and dribble it.

I want to scold him but in some other ways, he is still young to understand why we have Christmas balls on our Christmas tree. They were still innocent of what is Christmas all about.

There innocence beautifies our simple Christmas celebration. It reminds us of our childhood. It is a self fulfillment seeing them happy even if we have nothing really special on Christmas time. They were excited to see Christmas lights and colorful decors. The best word I heard them is a big "wow".

Single word like that already made us fulfilled. Hope this is just a start of a happy Christmas all thought out the years to come.